I look back at my life, and I realize I’ve always been running after something.. Money.. Safety.. Love.. Understanding.. Fun.. And here I am now, unsure if that’s what I really wanted all along?
The last 10 years have just whizzed by.. with me moving from one ‘logical’ step to another, and here I am now, unsure if I want that logic anymore?
I feel (at) peace and frustration..
I feel lost and caged..
I feel loved and misunderstood..
I feel hopeless, yet hopeful..
I feel empty, yet insightful..
I feel anger, yet calm..
I feel crushed, yet full of life..
I feel incomplete and yet so complete..
I feel it’s time to ask those tough questions.. and It’s time to answer them truthfully..
I feel it’s time to live without fear or anxiety.. and It’s time to just be..
I feel it’s time to fly away.. and fly as far away as I can..
I feel it’s time.. Yes! I feel it’s high time!
- A
Welcome to all our lives!
Cheers,
Quirky Indian
By: Quirky Indian on June 19, 2009
at 11:26 am
I feel you are confused !!!!
Welcome back Calvin, missed ya.
By: vimmuuu on June 19, 2009
at 1:11 pm
am also thinking abt flying away..far away!
By: Aaarti on June 19, 2009
at 2:16 pm
And i thought i am the only one with such mixed feelings
By: sakhi on June 19, 2009
at 3:18 pm
Aaaahh!! my dear Gemini you!!
Let me know how you manage to fly far far away!!! I need to too 
Don’t worry won’t bug you 
at least will try not too!!
By: Apar on June 21, 2009
at 3:16 pm
That means you are *alive*!!! Thats it
By: Suda on June 22, 2009
at 6:44 pm
We are so different, yet we think so alike…
This is the story of all lost souls in this world.
You have many many companions and am one among them.
By: BhaShe on June 23, 2009
at 9:57 am
Use a Boeing or an Air Bus whenever you decide to fly! Safety comes first you see
By: Varun on June 23, 2009
at 8:33 pm
Duality is important, and its different than confusion. One needs both a cynic and an optimist to keep oneself balanced
Fly away far…but do tell about the flight once you reach the heights!
By: A on June 25, 2009
at 2:18 pm
Apart from myself, I have found another random obsessionist and a person who is trying to understand life.
By: Dev on June 27, 2009
at 5:01 pm
@QI – Thanks for the welcome, and it feels really good to be welcomed and all.. but could you assist in getting me outta here?
@Vims – I must be welcomed so much at my site called ‘Welcome to My Life’! Irony, i tell ya!
@aaarti – where art thou going? do tell. We could conspire together.. More, the merrier, atleast for some things, non?
@Sakhi – What are you saying?? No No. I don’t think there is anyone who is going through any emotion alone in this world. There will be atleast a Gemini or Piscean nearby!
By: Aparna Gonibeed on July 1, 2009
at 4:22 pm
@Apar – Only on the condition that A will come along. My love for him is beyond the seas – candid confession for the first time , for the world to see. But, my confessions hardly score brownie points with him.. Bah! Archie, Sharada, & I wil compete with his friends for top spot..
@Suda – Yesssss!!! I aaaammmmm aliiiiveeee!!! Wooohoo! I did feel dead for a while back then though…
@Bhashe – You are a true blue Gonibeedu, i say. You make me proud.
@Varun – Can you get me discounts or funding or spoonsorships to fly too? Pleeeasse! But, point shall be considered in due course of time! Yes Sire!
By: Aparna Gonibeed on July 1, 2009
at 4:25 pm
@A – Mental note made. Will stay posted.
@Dev – Likewise. Welcome to My Life!
By: Aparna Gonibeed on July 1, 2009
at 4:27 pm
Sweetie i am neither a gemini nor a picean… and yet felt all the emotions up there
By: sakhi on July 2, 2009
at 10:06 am